Mixed Signals

I was approached by one of my friends with a new subject.. Mixed signals... I was trying to understand what was meant by it, and I came up with this new spin on things... So, let's say that we start talking to someone... That person is really nice and we start sharing more time with them.. While you are spending time with them, you feel a certain way with them.. It's all positive, but there is always something inside you saying is this really true or is there a hidden agenda?? Why is it that we always have these feelings?? Why can't we just be free from the wondering?? Why don't we fall in love anymore?? Is it because we have been hurt so many times that we just can't for once believe!!! We all have felt that way...

 We want so badly to throw caution to the wind and we just can't.... It's horrible... We should be able too.. Why can't we!!?? That imaginary magnet that keeps us from letting our heart rule our mind.. The one that tells us not to jump into anything too fast.. When all that we want to do is be free to enjoy every single emotion... We send mixed signals to ourselves on a daily basis... We should be able to express and feel the way that we want to feel.. Stop holding back, stop the trying not to show how we feel... I know the old saying "you can't show everything, because then there is nothing to look forward too"... But what happens when you feel so great with this person and you don't care!!! You just want to be with that person and share time and memories with them... Is that so bad????

The other part to this is, the person that you like and want to spend time with is giving you mixed signals. You sit there and wonder if they feel the same way that you do... What if they do!!! You are both not moving forward because your afraid of what may happen... Mixed signals are confusing... Sometimes we have a moment in time, where we feel that all this makes sense.. we need to act on it... You never get moments in time back.. Once they are gone, they are gone.. So, either you act on it or its never gonna happen at the same place in time ever again...

In the end, I think that I rather live with a broken heart (again) than to go thru life not seizing the moments. It's hard to not send mixed signals.. With a lot of work and realizing that you only live once, it's totally worth it...