New Journey

If being a single mom isn't hard enough, I have taken upon more responsibility... I decided to go back to school... Yes, I know what everyone is going to say.... "Are you crazy"!!! Maybe.... I know that I already have enough diplomas that adorn the walls, I just wanted one more.... lol... I have to admit that my 17 hour days 3 days a week is really taking a toll on me... It's incredible how much you miss your bed, your quiet time, your gym time and all the other stuff that I used to do... You can't imagine how much I'm beginning to hate the 5am wake up calls.... But in the end, I know that once I pass my "state exam" I will be able to give my kids and myself the life that I have always wanted... That's if I make it!!!!!

New Journey's are exciting and at the same time confusing and scary... Sometimes, you wonder if you still have it in you to keep on going pass 8pm... lol.. I know that I'm a walking zombie 2 days out of the week and on the weekend, I'm dying for a nap...lol... Why do I have to always be the overachiever????  Why do I always want more??? Why can't I just stay plain me??? Well, I guess that GOD instilled in me the microchip of keep on moving forward... As one of my family members used to say, "you can't be stuck in a deserted island, because you will be rearranging the coconut trees".. It's true.. I can't stay still or just do nothing for long periods of time..

My professor told us that for the next couple of months, I will have no social life!!! He wasn't kidding.. This man wants me to read for chapters over the weekends... I'm so tired, that I start and I end up falling asleep on my books... That is not good... I need to make more of an effort to stay awake.. Hopefully, I can muster up the strength...

Because of this new journey, I will have a little less time to write the blog.. Don't worry, I will sneak sometime to do them... I enjoy writing them, and seeing the comments that some of you leave... I will let you all know how it's going and when I pass my state exam..... We shall all celebrate....