Hey Everyone... So today's blog is about "turning the page".... We all go through it.. Some more than others, but in the end we all end up "turning the page".... This week is going to be a big page turner for me... I guess after all the eye opening experiences that I have been having lately, it's time to "turn the page"... This week I have to undergo some surgery... Nothing fun... At my last mammogram, they found something "new".. Don't we all just love that stuff... "Something new" Oh Joy!!! I love finding something new.. It's like a new scavenger hunt.... Six months ago, I told the ever so nice radiologist to please just clean up my breast like a pumpkin.. She laughed... I said to her, "I don't wanna go through this again".. She looked at me and just sighed.. Six months into the present and here we are again.. But now with "something new"... Well with that said, I'm "turning the page"...
Many of you are wondering "what the heck is she talking about"??? It's easy.... You know as well as I do, that when the chips are down, many leave your life... I don't care if it's family, friends, acquaintances, etc... So, it's time to turn the page and live for ME!!!! Yes I said it.... ME!!!!! How liberating... There hasn't been a ME in over 20 YEARS.... So this shall be "new and exciting".... I know that sometimes we try and turn the page and we go back to the same page we were just on.. Not this time!!! Make a change!! Go forward!!! TURN THE PAGE!!!! It's time to do it... Get that Gumption that you have buried deep-deep inside and go.... No looking back, just moving forward... Sometimes, we want things to be a specific way and they aren't going to be that way... We need to let go and turn the page... It's heartbreaking thinking that you are going to go through the hardest parts of your life alone.. But in all sincerity if people are only there for the "good parts of you" and then they disappear when the "bad parts" come... Then they weren't really there for you to begin with...
Disappointments and Despair are all the hardest things to deal with.. This is why I am implementing "TURNING THE PAGE"... When you turn the page, you start new.. There is nothing there already written, nor said, much less anything to follow.. You are the Master of your new Destiny... Destiny/Future is all we have to live for... When we realize that, then we realize that turning the page is the best thing for us to do.. I've met plenty of people in my lifetime that have all told me the same thing... "How come when the chips are down, not many are there to help you pick them up"?? I answer the same thing all the time.. "They were never there to help you to begin with"...
I hope that with this post, I'm able to help some of you and hopefully all of you... WE are in this TOGETHER... I hope to see many new Page Turners during the next couple of months... I will keep you all posted on how I'm doing... and I'm sure there will be many more blogs on "something new".... Until then... Be safe, be kind, love and be loved... xxoo
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