HELPING OTHERS

I tend to fall under this category at all times... HELPING OTHERS... Is it wrong?? Am I not supposed to help others?? Why am I always the one being hurt by it?? When should I stop?? Why do I feel like I was only put on this earth to help others and almost never have anyone helping me?? Am I ever going to stop helping others when I know that in the end I'm the one going to get hurt??
I ask myself these questions all the time... I never have had an answer to them... Why do I feel like I'm the only one that can help, assist, open my house to, be there etc etc??? I've gone to a place in my head where I'm tired of being the "only one" that can always be there for everyone.. I tend to shut down and not say anything to anyone and just keep all my feeling and emotions inside...   It's hard to go through life not having a lot and always being there for everyone!! When you finally come to grips with the issues, you realize that all this time you're the only one being there and no one is there for you!!  You have no one that you can speak to or share how you feel.. It's very lonely.. Especially, when no one else realizes all that you have done and continue doing.. To the bitter end... I've been told by many that "bitches" always get what they want!! Too bad that I haven't learned how to be one yet!!! Maybe that's why I don't have all that I want... At least I know one thing.. That at night when I go to sleep, I know that I have done my best and that I have "treated my neighbor the same way that I want to be treated"... I know that I need to stop being so nice and doing everything.. What happens to the fact that you can't!! You are this way because you were made this way...  I do wonder, how many people are going through this same thing right now?

I'm leaving this one open as a topic of discussion... Am I wrong for always wanting to be that extension that always helps?? Even though I'm going through really tough times, I'm there for others... Is it wrong?? Great to hear what others think and what you have to say....