WORKING OUT

Hey everyone...

Yes, I'm choosing to talk about the dreaded work out... Why is it that when we were younger we loved the idea.. It was so great to have gym membership.. Now as we get older and body parts start hurting more, it's more of a chore than something fun... I know that we have to go to the gym to maintain our great health and try to fit into the clothes that we have in the closet... lol.. but seriously, I can't seem to get the get up and go to attend regularly... I also tend to fight within myself in this eternal battle of "how fat" I look... I know we all go through it... It's an never ending battle... Sometimes, I feel that it's a battle that I am never gonna win so why kill myself in the process... I used to go and ride bike.. But now it's so hot and muggy that the only time to go riding is at the crack of dawn.. Nope not for me...

I had the idea of maybe going to one of those modeling agencies and asking them if I could model for the "regular" woman.. Not the uber skinny one... The one who is a size 12-14 and had hips and thighs and doesn't look like she's hungry... I really want to do that but I guess that I'm scared of them telling me NO that I'm not what they are looking for... What do I have to loose?? I need to find an agency... Well I guess that I need the money to make one of those photo cards so that I can give them...lol.. That way, I wouldn't have to do the gym and work out... Love it...

As I walked into the gym this morning.. Yes this morning.. I was already upset so I might as well go and relieve some stress... I noticed that the age group that was there was more my style.. It was the "older" crowd.. Yes.. the ones that are there just to maintain like me... woohoo... No competition, just straight work out and watching T.V, and the best part we all look like crap.. It's 7:30am!!!.. Could I ask for anything else!!! How great was that... I decided to switch it up today and ride the bike.. I usually do the elliptical but today wasn't in the mood for the skiing adventure... lol.. then I did some crunches and called it a morning... I wished that the water was warmer and I would of gone in the pool for a light swim.. Just to do something different.

Well, hopefully this gym thing will get easier.. I mean it would be better if I had someone to go with.. But in my case, flying solo is how it's gonna be...

Have a great rest of the day.... Huggs and Kisses...